Sober Time & Weed
I recently had posted a question about my sober time because I had smoked weed several times (4x) but wanted to pick up my 90 day chip for not drinking at an AA meeting. I have also been off all other substances for the first time in my life for the same amount of time. Although I realized weed was a drug and knew I was not "clean & sober" I still was justifying in my mind to pick up the chip.
Now this only pertains to me. It's my journey and I decided a few days ago after a meeting about honesty that I have not earned that chip yet. I will pick it up when I have absolutely no reservations or doubt in my mind that I deserve that chip. Just wanted to report back as on my last thread I had decided to get it and now I won't. I look forward to my 30 day chip as my clean and sober date is 2/5/2012.