I knew you guys would set me straight when I'm spinning.
My gut says he's full of s&$t and is lying to himself, sponsor, his best 2 AA buddies, his mom, and most importantly ME!
He's doing the steps and recovery HIS way and based on what I've read in SR that is a reciepe for disaster.
Yes I am embarrassed that I let his words spin me and effect me. I am aware they are just words its the crafty way they are phrased coupled with him hurt and anger that spun me.
I know my gut is always right and I know I didn't cause all if this, I can't control or cure it. I need reassurance that I didn't unrealistic expectations on him. Are you suppose to stick it out for awhile with a recovering addict? Do I really need to subject my self to more lies and BS?
What does true 100% first year recovery in AA typically look like?
Your support along with my HP and spiritual coach are so awesome and appreciated.