Originally Posted by HopefulGF65

and then I asked about what went through his head when he did something (such as take some of my pain meds that I save for when I really really need it for my back - rear ended in a car accident for those who don't know). I wanted to hear it from him. He said that in the moment when he's experiencing the pain, nothing else matters to him but making it go away. But then after, when he's feeling better, the guilt comes flooding in and he feels absolutely horrible about what he's done.

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