Instead, I should have seen it as a statement of fact about how little he was able to give and agreed and moved on.
Ahhhhh, but (((((WTBH))))) if you had done that back then, you wouldn't have your beautiful D6 and D3. So maybe, HP's plan was for you to stay, have the two beauties, and in the process learn about YOU and work through YOUR issues. I know not a nice way to do it other than getting the two beauties, but I do believe our HP's know us best and 'know' how we will learn and when.
Just adding a little 'positive' to what I know for you has been a very 'negative' experience in many ways. Look how much you have learned about you and changed about you in the past year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wow, you have grown so much!!!!
Keep moving forward, you are doing great!!!!!!
Love and hugs,