Susie,
Originally Posted by
Redheadsusie 
I wish someone could make me take this step - I know that is ridiculous- my Mom died last year so I can't talk to her and my Daddy is dying of Cancer so I wont trouble him. I will pray for strength- I know I am strong!
No one can or should try to make you take that step.
Both your Mom and Dad will
always be there, and you have no need to pray for strength either because it's already within you.
Good night from the UK, I hope you have a wonderful day tomorrow !
Peter