MG;
I am so sorry that you are having such a hard time right now. I know that you have made some very good decision the last few days and some very hard ones. You are doing a great job and I know that you will make it through this because your Higher Power is right there and so are we. Are you attending meetings too? Don't forget yourself in this because we all know that we can't help others if there is nothing left of us. Remember the quote " Courage is fear that has said it's prayers"
Hugs;
MonicaR
