I blocked his email and somehow his email made it through to my inbox. He has not given up calling yet but said in the email he gets the point. He is clearly looking for another way in by saying he just wants to know if I am pregnant and if my doctor's appointment went okay. He may really want to know that but I can't help but feel this is all manipulative. He did sorta kinda apologize and offer some kind parting words. Of course that makes me feel tempted to hear him out but I know too much now about how this cycle works. I love him and I cannot change him. I hope he finds true recovery someday for himself but it's not my problem and it never was to begin with. I care about him and this is all quite painful to process. Each day with NO CONTACT is easier although I still miss him. Prayers to all...