There was a thread like this eons ago, and it was both funny and sad at all we've done in our "best" codie moments..I'm glad you started another one.
The one that sticks out in my mind was when I was arguing with XABF#1 in the parking lot at work, one night. I sunk to the ground, in tears, and begged him to "beat the hell out of me because I could get over that faster than I can the words you're saying" and I was dead serious.
He didn't, I stayed with him another 10 years or so, developed my own addiction as a way to "deal with it", got 2 MORE XABF's, and then found SR
I can laugh about some of the dumb things I did, but not this one.
Hugs and prayers,
Amy