None of this is easy, no matter who is the one to break up the relationship. Healing takes time, it takes a new mindset, a new inner peace...a new direction.
Take it slow, grieve and be assured that tomorrow is a new day, one that can be filled with happiness and joy, life is what you make of it, we all have setbacks, and from each setback we learn something new and emerge as a stronger more confident person.
Sending support your way!