Last thread i talked about detoxing alone...2 ppl said i needed medical detox...but I dont have time to go any place...So Im doing it alone...So far Im just really tired, sweating alot and feeling nauseated...but Im determined. I feel anxious and having a hard time getting motivated to clean house and just desire to leave it all until I feel better. I have a 5 day work week and I feel very unorganized. Im riding this wave of illness to get better..looking at it like I have the flu.. I really wish I had a sober friend here with me. To be honest i am so embarrassed about becomming an alcoholic and hiding it for the last year. All the people Ive met here in Texas I met at a bar. Ill try to make a call today and try to make some kind of connection. I need it. I'
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