following direction...
that is exactly what i did. i remember the moment actually. my life was unmanageable, i couldn't think straight. i was alone that night living in our guest room, with a large rope in my desk drawer in case he set the house on fire...he was out drinking.
i had been reading SR all day.
i thought to myself, i can not think straight but these people can. they know what they are talking about. they have a way out.
i decided to follow directions.
i followed directions.
i am so glad i did.