This is a reason to be in a lot of pain. This is rejection and abandonment in one. It really hurts when you find out the one you love does such a thing to you. The nerve of texting you and not facing up to the issue. Sounds like a coward thing to do. If your 2011 was a night mare then you may have a better 2012. It takes time to get over this pain and trust me at some point in your life you may be able to look back and see this could be the best thing that happened. It is good that you are getting support and finding people who really care. I pray you will seek God to get you through this and find yourself a good church family and surround yourself in a better environment with positive around you. It may take time for the scars to heal but down the road you will see truth about it all.