I should have know i was in trouble when:
- i didn't listen at all when my ex threatened to leave because of drinking, then eventually did..
= when i first googled Alcoholism, found this site years ago, yet kept on drinking.
= when i started hiding stashes of mickeys throughout the house, thinking i was so clever..
= when i first noticed the shakes, and justified them, then took a morning drink to calm the nerves.
= when I started hitting different liquor stores, because God forbid, the clerks think I was alcoholic...