Isnt it Sunday where you are Wallo?
Lots of us held down jobs, and lots of us had reasons to drink Wallo.
Lots of us grabbed on to things that other people said as justification to keep drinking too.
The fact is, if I read your first post right, your gf left you over your drinking. That seems to me to be an independent corroboration that there is in fact a problem.
You also said you've been drinking for many years?
I don't really think there's anything to test Wallo....but good luck to you.
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