Wallo

Following on from my first thread.

soberrecovery.com/forums/newcomers-recovery/246520-hello-im-new.html

I am just not convinced anymore that i'm an alcoholic, I can hold down a job easily, being a face to face customer service engineer.
I can do lots of things that I dont need a social laxative for.

I went to see a Councillor today in relation to my anxiety and he basically said that the anxiety is the core of my problem and it can of course be made worse by drinking too much and also he said losing my girl would decrease confidence and in turn make the anxiety worse.
He said that quitting drinking may of course help buy it doesn't seem like it is the core problem. He gave me some exercises to do and I have to do them daily and go back to see him in 2 weeks.

I done the exercises today and I feel great after them.

So here it goes I am going to test myself tonight. I'm going out with my mates and I am going to have 4 pints of Guinness and no more than that (I hope)
I'll see how I feel after that and see how I feel tomorrow morning.

I'll keep you posted.