I'm coming up on a year as well, periodically i have drinking dreams and they take me right back to where i left off. I have often woken up drenched in sweat unsure if it was a dream or reality.To me that's the cunning and baffling part of this disease, its just ever so patiently waiting. I've shared my dreams at meetings and was quite surprised as to how common this was for those in recovery. Now when i have these dreams i use them a reminder of the way it was. There was nothing glamorous or enjoyable about where alcohol had taken me and as long as i remember that hopefully i wont return.
congratulations on your journey thus far.