Originally Posted by
1undone 
Wanted to drink so badly today but I didn't. I'm not even happy that I didn't. I'm in scary territory right now. I told everyone at AA how I'm having a hard time remembering how bad alcohol makes me feel. My little resilient alcoholic mind is going crazy!!!!! I said I was having a hard time and got a ton of support but that addict voice is screaming!
I have to basically "shout this from the roof tops" so the voice will have loads of people telling it to shut up!
I always try to pick up an extra meeting or two when the crazies kick in.
The best way to get feeling better is to try to help someone else. We get more than we give.
All will be well !! Take care.
Bob R.