Thank you all so much for sharing!
Bluebelle, I will look into the affirmation tools and books that you mentioned, thanks!
Bill, I do go back and forth between knowing, deep in my heart how very blessed and fortunate I am in this life, right now.
I have also been through some tragedies in my early twenties, and I am so grateful every day that my son, husband, and parents are still alive.
I have also been very, very poor most of my adult life, and I work in a homeless shelter for women, so it doesn't escape my notice that we are so fortunate to have employment, food, and a roof over our heads, as there are many, many people who do not have those luxuries.
Much love to all of you, and thanks. I do feel better for posting, and I'm grateful for your responses.