Old 01-20-2012, 09:40 PM
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I think your loneliness for her and your anxiety about the intense changes now occurring are normal. The right thing is to allow her to be treated for her disease and for you to seek treatment for your disease, and your treatment paths be parallel, not intertwined.

If you are true soulmates, when you are both standing healthy and whole,
your higher power will support your reunion and future together.

If you go to 90 in 90, maybe you won't feel so lonely.

I wish you both the courage to seek long term treatment for addiction and depressive illness, to find fellowship (because you are both worth it), and to be relieved of your fears (work with a sponsor might be a big help there).

It's a wonderful new start happening right now for your loved one. I hope the very same happens for you.
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