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DazedAnd I don't even have the urge to drink or smoke, I just want to fill the void and take out my anger on myself.
Interesting you're noticing a void. Do you think everyone has a void? If so, is your void the same as nonalcoholics' voids, or the voids of other alcoholics? What about the alcoholics who don't drink at all...what happens to their voids?
Would anything other than drinking fill your void, or at least make it smaller and thus reducing the pressure of your need to fill it?