Free,
I think it's an excersize for a person to confront their Beast. Before I knew about AVRT, I had a nearly full handle bottle in the cabinet ( for no apparent reason than I'm too frugal to waste it )
.....it only had one drink poured out, so it represented a few things to me.
1. There's no correlation between my decision for permanent abstinance and "timing" my supply running low. That could take several months (or never !?) to "come out right"
2. Why did I buy such large bottles ?
3 That's a low supply, only one left ( albeit's almost full)
4 Seeing it from time to time may have given me a heightened awareness of just how free I really had become.
By the time I'd read TU's explanation, I'd finally
just given the dang thing away.
Too damn cheap to buy another one up to this point !?!
All's not lost though, I still have expensive (and very, very stale) beer; and a big bottle of very, very cheap wine out in the shop.
That'll just have to do.
