I Did IT!
I finally did what needed to be done.....it took a long time,but my ah was served papers on a protective order today....after snapping and leaving a bruise and threatening my life.....this was a huge thing for me bcuz all of a sudden nothing else mattered...all fear and worries aside I knew I had no choice. Still nervous about him drinking and doing something stupid but this no contact rocks! Than u all...gerryP and others I should have listened sooner.