Bool- I have very similar drinking pattern as you. I get drunk most every friday/saturday night. Although my kids see me drunk and I wake up the next day feeling like crap and wondering what stupid thing I did. I can also limit myself to 1 or 2 drinks if I really try. I don't understand drinking 1 or 2 drinks though- the only reason I drink is to get drunk. I'm not drinking for at least 30 days to see how life is without it. Not happy about it, but doing it anyway. I suffer from depression and the weekend drinking isn't helping.