Funny how i fell for it, i think it was on Friday as i was at the mall with my wife, on our way out we walked by a Chili's restaurant and i jokingly told my wife about we go in there and a grab a couple of margaritas, we laughed about it and moved on. A bit later while grocery shopping without realizing i made a turn in the liquor department to take a peek, i quickly caught myself and got away from there. Next thing i know The next evening we were both drinking margaritas in our backyard, of course we made a deal that it was only for that evening and back on the wagon the next day (over-confidence and feeling a bit too cocky for being able to quit and think i was in control)..Well the next morning came on and the drinks never ceased pouring, and now here i am pissed off saying over and over again w t f happened...........yup am a dumbarse and hate myself for it.