Hey Destiny:
I read your post, and had a flashback of my situation. I think the uncertainty of my husband's moods, and the anxiety i always felt around him, are difficult things to deal with. I can imagine you are worried sick that he is missing his meetings, and slipping back to his old behavior. I don't have any advice, because I am new to this whole thing, but I know for a fact that you are not alone in this, and you can add me to your friend list. I will say a prayer for you tonight.