I totally get where you're coming from. At 19 days I'm still feeling a lot of anger, resentments, and weird emotions that I didn't even know existed. It's confusing when we get angry and we don't understand why, or we get feelings of resentment towards people and situations out of the blue. Hopefully time will help this. In the meantime, vent away on here. It seems to help a ton to get it out and attempt to process it. I say attempt because processing in a helpful way is a brand new concept when you're used to numbing emotions.