I have reached out to my counselor through school, and am working through the incident. My husband had never been physical before, but then again, this is not the man I knew. I guess I am just reaching out because I feel truly overwhelmed by the fact that my life has changed so much in such a short period of time. I feel almost guilty that I miss him and love him, even though he has tortured us recently. I wonder what I will do when he comes out of short term if I cannot stop being angry. He won't be able to come home. But on the other hand, I don't have any other family support to help me with my child. I work full time and go to school full time, and my AH always helped me through it by taking some of my load. I am hopeful, even though I know how this could end up.