Guess who will be drawing a similar timeline...
I also struggle with self worth, self image, self sabotage.
Nowadays it is about friendships, I give a thought to some of them and feel I am self sabotaging again, as I am single I do not have a toxic person next to me but I got several toxic people as "friends" and I feel I am letting myself down....
Our life matters too, keep taking care of yourself, one day at a time
Hugs!