Hey so I'm a 22 year old college student, should be graduating soon. Alcohol helped me get arrested a few times so now I'm on probation and trying to get sober. Went about 9 months without a drink, then had a fun weekend after i got some oxycodone from surgery. Haven't drank since then, but I realize, as I realized before, that I cannot get sober if I keep taking my adderall. So tonight as I was coming down from being up, i destroyed my adderalls. I plan to tell my mother not to let me get them anymore, and I'll try to be more open with my sponsor.
I just hate the things I do on mind altering substances, the way i embarrass myself so predictably. Or how I just feel so uncomfortable being alive as I am coming down, as I was tonight off of the addies @ a meeting. Anyway, hi you wall, I hope Dec 23 2011 will be my sobriety date 4ever
