Ya I know. I just feel bad for Christmas.
He just called me again, and I just told him go back to AA and be sober, and everything is open. As long as u drink, as long u are not willing to change, and as long u are not going to AA, no coming back.
But he can be a though cookie tho. He loves to turns my words around, he always makes me feel guilty. But i mean, honestly what he doesn't understand ?
Ya its sad. I kept myself all day busy. Went for a drive, went shopping, visiting friends...holy. But i can't keep doing that all the time, beeing so busy makes me tired. I need vacation and for that i need to win the lottery lol