Thanks for posting Thrifty... stay positive that you can quit.. don't measure the time in which you've fought the battle, measure the time in which you are winning the battle. There are those on here that have drank for 40+ years and now are completely sober. We're here to support you, we've got stories of our own, and we've told ourselves it would be ok to start in moderation again, when it wasn't. You're definitely in good company, keep coming back and updating us on how things are going!