Congratulations Eliasson thats a great achievement
Have you thought anymore about support for your alcoholism? Are you using anything besides us?
Have you thought more about counselling for yourself with the stresses of looking after your son, and your fears about your marriage?
I don't want to badger you, but I do think supports really important - especially when those thoughts start to creep in.
It's hard to deal with everyone on our own.
Like Tanja said - focus on your accomplishment and maybe rethink this NYE thing if you're already sweating about it.
You've come a long way, in the face of some pretty big obstacles - you're an inspiration to a lot of us
You can do this
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