I don't want to chicken out!
My plan is to leave my AH in the New Year, with our 2 yr old, and go live with my mom. AH has no idea, because I didn't bother with threats/ultamatums like I have in the past. Right now he's acting like 'Mr. Nice Guy' and it's actually really pissing me off! Is it totally weird that I want to say to him 'just go out and get drunk cuz you know you're dying to!' ??? I keep my mouth shut, though.
For the sake of family Christmas, I'm waiting til after the holidays to leave (and trying to plan now) but I'm worried I won't have the guts to do it.
Anyone have advice or can share their similiar circumstance? Any 'tips' on leaving your AH? He's not physically abusive, it's more I expect him to play every emotional manipulation game in the book. I'm worried it will work on me again and I won't be able to leave. I really have to leave, I'm so out of love with him. When he touches me it makes me cringe.