When I get into the moods where I just have that need to talk to him, I get on the phone with my sister-in-law that went through this with her XAH a little over a year ago and she gives me the best advice. Trying not to think about him, for me, is damn near impossible (you know what's going on :]) but knowing that if he wanted to contact me then he could and if he wanted to he would have already. Think about that too. Yes, he could be doing a no contact with you as a mutual agreement, but at the same time if he wanted to get in touch he would. I know that sounds really harsh and I don't mean it to, but that's how she puts it for me almost every day. You are better off without him and eventually he will start to fade from your mind.
Just adding to the posts, you don't have to listen to me
