Good call finding something to do other than taking that drink!
That great job you're starting - well, in my world, it's never to late to F something up and drinking was my number one way.
With some down time it might be good to look for other AA groups that share a consciousness closer to your own. There is NO talk of weakness in the meetings I go to. Experience, strength and hope only. We discuss overcoming fear, dishonesty - many things that will lead to a better program for living - and living sober.
Powerlessness: for me, that simply means that once I pick up that first drink my future will be changed. Another DUI, another lost job, another - possibly final - trip to the hospital.
That's not weakness, anymore than cancer or diabetes is a weakness. Alcoholism is a physical condition that we must treat daily in order to survive. That takes courage and strength.
Good on you for not taking that first drink!
-SPG