can't remember how i meant it now, but i am a very happy camper!
The beast is suggesting, as i am back to my 'old self' that i can go back to drinking socially, as that was never a problem. I told it that it was welcome to drink socially whenever it liked. I, on the other hand, never now drink.
It is amazing how powerful the way you use words is.
All the codeine withdrawals over too. Trimpey was right, i did not die!!