gracey - you really are beating yourself up. i love my job too and i would be proud to say it in a meeting and the heck with what everyone else comments. maybe they are just jealous that you feel that way cuz they really don't like their jobs.
you need a major self-esteem boost!
by the way - i posted a picture of the kitty litter cake that you posted the recipe for in the other thread about low cost meals - i had gotten that a couple years ago and was going to make it for my step daughter.
hugs to you and don't ever be sorry or let anyone make you feel yucky about something you enjoy!
cwohio