No, this is not the first "date" night he has screwed up. Actually, he screws every single one of them up. I know I need to do something about it...I just don't feel strong enough. I live for my kid's though and they have a great life despite their father. I don't want to be a part-time parent...I don't want that
for me and I don't want that for them....I'm a mess...
OwlSong...thank you for the kind words...I really needed them tonight..xoxo