no, he has nothing on me. I am just a worry wort by nature. He is really angry that his son doesn't want anything to do with him, and of course blames me. Its insane. And I don't understand his secrecy. There is no trust.
I think im just tired and stressed. I think I am just trying to figure out how to deal with an addict. And I think detaching with love is where I am heading. I have to just let go.
Each day I am healing more and more. But it is painful and confusing
Thanks for the comments. This site helps to put things in perspective.