Steve I have been reading your posts for weeks and I feel you but come on man.Look I have a thing going on with my mother and when I went nc for real I blocked her #.I finally figured out that even know I couldnt stand when she called I still got off on it in some sick way. So now I dont know when she haunts me and it got easier to work on me without all the drama.Dude I think you need to do this I think she's playing you sorry