I know what its like...
I lost 2 jobs, filed bankruptcy, and had a broken engagement within the last two years thanks to alcoholism. I was in rehab this year and was sober for 6 months until i started to date again, which led to bars and restaurants and a week long relapse...i spent last week in a hotel. First 3 days were constant drinking...the next 4 days tapering down and withdrawal. Back at my family's house and sober now. Just have to pick up and get to meetings I guess...