Thank you for sharing. I too am trying to slowly bring structure into my life. I am so good at putting everything off until tomorrow. I realized yesterday that this is how my life has become unmanageable. Everything has piled up to the point of being so over-whelming and all I ever wanted to do was go drink and forget about it. So now I try to face it and tackle small things every day at a time. It feels empowering even though I have a long way to go. I am on Day 9 of not drinking after quite a few slip-ups. I'm getting back into AA and hope that it will help me like it has you. Good job and thanks again for posting.