Thanks for reading and all your support. It has now been almost two weeks since my last date with booze. It was horrific going through the weekend it felt like something is missing all the time. Every surge of happy thought had me throwing down a cold one at the end of it. You finally understand how dependent you are once you stop. Anxiety surprisingly has not been too bad. Otherwise I feel better and involved in life. Even gone to a comedy show at a local pub and with all the booze around me had none. It was hard at first but as the night went on seeing my mates slur and start making no sense It got easier. Root beer and coke are pretty good when cold. So far so good thanks guys