Oooh, I am trying so hard to live in the now! Every time I catch myself having one of those imaginary arguments with imaginary or real foes (hope I am not the only one doing this!) in which you make up things to be upset about, well, I catch myself! And I look around for something calming, or a pleasant thought, and let a smile come to my face. Because I have a beautiful son, a job I love, a warm and (mostly) clean home. And I really feel betwixt and between the past few days: I just started maybe getting close to someone again (MAYBE, haha) while at the same time, ExAH missed his skype call with our son this weekend and seems to be off the radar. So in the middle of all this I have to try really hard to keep myself grounded and not go all codie on a new or an old relationship. WHEW!
Glad I dropped in here to see what was up -- always helps me straighten out my head!