Just need to vent
Last night I went AH house for him to see the graddaughter. He was combative as soon as I got there. I went to side for a smoke he asked
what I was going to do when my lease was up. I said I hoped we would get
Back together. Im working really hard on my self. Before I left I asked if he still wanted to be married? He said not to me unless I can have is back. (I had his back for so many years that how I got like this.) He said he has nothing to work on I am the one that needs all the work. wow that was a slap in the face. I not now that is the end of this marriage. 25 years. Im still going to work on me. I need to get healthy again. I will still pray for him.
He also tried to pick a fight because I had my hair done. I said it did it for myself. To make me feel good. Hes come back was nobody does it for them selfs. What a jack wad. Yes he is drinking again.