jojo. That's an excelent idea about rereading the old posts.
Gracey, for me it was scarey too. That is where the courage comes in.
Oh Gracy I send hugs yourway. It takes a great deal of courage to stay, and it takes a great deal of courage to find a new path. I know it is even more challenging when you are thinking of your kid's lives.
I found this in a little blue book we aren't supposed to quote but hey this is from memory.... it goes something like...um
"Prayers for courage and guidance never go unanswered, however we must be ready to act on that guidance."