I made it to my second meeting. This one really spoke to me. powerlesness.
I have become a control freak and did not even know it. I know somethings I like to control like driving,paying bills and some stuff at work. I found in the last few weeks I tried to control everything. I have been so drained of energy for the last few years and I did not know why. I know now. I moved out almost 4 months and started working on my self. I found this site a month ago. I thank each of you for your stories. They have helped me oh so much. Im not crazy just a codie. I am feeling more at peace. I dont walk on egg shells everyday. Im getting better one day at a time. Sorry for the ramble but my mind is going big time.
