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Old 11-04-2011, 04:27 AM
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Lionne
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Hey checkmate,
You can still stop. This doesn't solve anything, and in addition to being upset over never getting your father's approval, you will probably feel like crap about yourself afterwards. yes, drinking and smoking weed may numb things out, but does it make them go away? No.
Pick yourself up again, mate. You're into hardcore, from what I read in your posts (me too, but not excluisively, for the past 15 years. I'm so old :P ), and much of the message of the music is to take responsibilty for your own fate, be accountable and stay with your principles even if there's crap and negative circumstances going on around you. You will have a hard time finding out what's your own path drunk and stoned. You can live without this crap, and you'll need a clear mind find your own way to live your life. Sober. Please try again, you can still do this, and it's totally worth it.
Peace, Lionne
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