Oh Man....the piece about anticipating the actions of the alcoholic. Does the phrase filled with dread come to mind? Thanks for the insight.
Oooh yeah! In my worst days I would sit in the driveway listening to the radio and not wanting to even go in the house but didn't know what else to do. I got myself the Alanon "Just for Today" bookmark and I would read it before I got out of the car. Somehow, something from it would catch my eye and would put my head in a better place. I actually wore the bookmark out and had to get another one.
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