Originally Posted by
failedtaper 
I think your Beast is chewing a hole in the fence.
FT
Yes, that's kind of how it feels. I feel like I have been blocking it from all different angles and now it's coming at me in my sleep in a way.
Usually, if I am starting to feel myself getting down - I do some pretty unhealthy stuff: buy something new, eat some cake, crawl up in bed and watch some cr*p TV programming. But hey, it gets me through it.